Sandy Hook Elementary Massacre

I feel as if I am not in a true reality - the news is reporting 26 people dead at a grade school in Connecticut. Eighteen kindergartners have been killed along with eight adults in a single school. Current reporting says that a 24-year-old man shot his mother, a kindergarten teacher, and the children in her class, along with other adults he met along the way. The police say the gunman is dead. I don't know if he turned a gun on himself, or if police responding to the reports of gun fire killed him. I just feel - completely hollow inside... The school is Sandy Hook Elementary in Newtown, CT. I'm sure more information will continue to be released... I'm just stunned.